10 Defining Moments of My Life (so far) — #5: Being emo

5.  Feeling completely alone, ignored by my parents and ready to give up on life, I locked myself in my room, listening to a goodbye song from S Club on repeat while going through my big yellow scrapbook compiled in the second grade and crying.  When I got to spelling test with “not good enough” written on the top, I just bawled for a few minutes.