My exes should follow my blog

Sometimes I wonder if my exes stalk me on my blog to see that I’m doing well and not a sobbing ball on floor. I wonder if I was honest about how I miss them not in their own ways — around full moons I get longings out of nowhere for one ex, while the other always seems to find himself somehow in my words and stories. What difference does it really make, though? Neither are going to anything.

Right?